Internal Struggle

You tell me one thing then do another

So sure of yourself, you hide the truth

Pulling me inside your twisted game

Why can't you realize you're so deranged?

Just one more lie, you hide the truth

No more do you know whose really who

Spin another web, you can't stop

Soon the base will start to drop

Why don't you say what you mean when you speak

You always disguise your feelings with your words then you

Disappear into the night without a trace

So no one can find you

Until you decide to resurface

And you start it all again

I trapped you in a lie, I found the truth

Now you can't deceive me again

Never will trust anything you say

So you disappear, I won't find you

You fell into a pit you dug yourself

You can't climb out, you're stuck inside

You find yourself stuck all alone

No one but yourself to bring you home

Why don't you say what you mean when you speak

You always disguise your feelings with your words then

You hide inside yourself with nothing

But plots to deceive and to seek your next victim

You start another twisted plot with someone new - a helpless victim

Unsuspecting fools forgive until they realize that you will

Disappear into the night without a trace

So no one can find you

Until you decide to resurface

And you start it all again

You come out of your hole to find no one

All alone again, your reign is done

The world can be so cruel, you poor dear

Always watch your back, you live in fear

They track you like a dog, they hunt you down

You cringe and turn your head at every sound

Be careful where you take your next step

Because you're filled with deep regret