Addicted

If only I could have looked in your eyes

One more time

If only you could have held me tight

One more time

The fear would be gone

At least for tonight

If only you could have helped me

Find another way

If only I could have heard you say

Come to me and stay

Then I’d see love in your eyes

For once in my life

Was there something ever there

Beyond my vacant stare?

If only I could have known for sure

That you didn’t pity me

If I could have believed you were the cure

But that was something I did not see

So the pain stays with me

For eternity

You’ve shown me so many things

I never thought I’d see

Since the day you reached out to me

But couldn’t set me free

I live in darkness you’ll never know

I only hope

Through the clouds in my eyes

Do I see love or just another lie?

Well, I must now take my leave of you

Is this where our story ends?

Without you guiding my life

Be my death instead

The torment that I live

Will be my end

Thanks for all you tried to do

Sorry you couldn’t get me through

Don’t ever feel that you failed me

It was over before I met you

Now I can only pray

I’m the end of the line