Addicted

Deep within a grip I can’t escape

I see you standing there but you can’t wait

You’ve said so many times that you’re here for me

But I see not that it cannot be

And now I know there’s no way out for me

Caught in a trap on a web of lies

Who is it hiding behind your disguise?

I hear something rattle in my scrambled mind

I’m just another worthless part of human kind

And now I know there’s no way out this time

I cry out for help

I look around for you

But there’s nothing you can do

Where did I go wrong?

I still can’t believe the way we touched that night

And the next day you knew something wasn’t right

I can’t do to someone else what was done to me

The life that I’ve lived is a life that shouldn’t be

And now I know there’s no more future, you see

You’ve held my hand through the night time and again

But you could never understand where I’ve been

I’m just another worthless part of human kind

As I hear something rattle in my scrambled mind

And now I know there’s no way out this time