Addicted

From the time I was given to you

You promised so many things

A better day ahead for me

With maybe just a little pain

You said you’d help no matter what I need

But it was only my wallet that you could see

You are a liar, a cheater, a twister of truth

But still no matter what I know I need you

‘Cause I’m all alone, the street is home

Count on no one, brain of mold

You can’t know, you don’t see

What it is to really need

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

A friend came to me one rainy day

But I just had to turn and run away

There is only one thing that I can trust

So I’ll leave everybody in the dust

Maybe somehow you were truly sincere

And I ruined it because of my fear

But the memory that you carry inside your womb

Belongs next to me inside my tomb

‘Cause I’m all alone, the grave is home

Be with no one, heart of stone

You can’t know, you don’t see

How it is to really bleed

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

And now its too late to change a thing

I’m a cocaine puppet on a rubber string

Those people that abused me and left me at the door

Were an out of work drunk and the neighborhood crack whore

But can I really blame them for a single thing I’ve done?

I have to take responsibility for all my actions

What can I say, boy, I’m sorry that I hurt you

But my biggest fear is its me you’ll turn into

You’ll be all alone, you’ll always roam

Be with no one, heart of gold

You will know, you will see

What it is to really need

I’m sorry

I’m sorry